as some of you are aware i suffer from a severe anxiety disosrder that i have been battleing for about 6 years. for a long time i thought i had it beat and started getting my life back in order, however, due to stress and pill issues i've recenty become sicker then ever. some days i can hardly get out of bed let alone leave the house. the last time this happened i lost alot of people in my life because i was forced to become a hermit and well... thats not an easy thing for people to deal with. i'm making progress and slowly i will get better i just hope this doesn't completely kill what little bit of a social life i have left. i am very sorry if i ignore anybody or don't update very much for any period of time, i will try to use this journal more often and keep everyone up to date with whats going on here.

kathi